so right now

before i posted that josh groban post, i had three 'so last night's on here. so now i'm wondering what has been going on in my head lately that's making my dreams so vivid again. i had another vivid bad one the other night, too. last time it was whacked up medication, but nothing has changed with that lately, so i have no idea what my brain is doing. fun, and yet also somehow slightly disconcerting. at least they've been mostly good, though. i won't bother worrying yet.