have i ever mentioned that i'm a hussy?

so a few days ago, i decided i would write a post dedicated to the eastern european maintenance man. i was going to tell him that he's fairly good-looking for an eastern european. he's probably in his mid-to-late-40s, but has a very nice smile. he's quiet and humble, and always so appreciative if ever anyone does anything for him (including helping him find the english word for something - his struggle with english is endearing). i didn't get around to it, but i had every intention of doing so.

but then, today, out of nowhere, in walked good-looking maintenance guy. and he was beautiful. and i found myself saying dorky things, and laughing at myself when no one was looking, and having to be called back from day-dreaming when washing my hands. he's beautiful.

and then easten european maintenance man walked in and gave me a big smile. and i felt guilty. but oh well. not guilty enough to stop swooning over good-looking maintenance guy.