i'm a wreck
i so feel like crying at everything right now (and this is me we're talking about). i kind of feel like i did the time that sven returned to school for a short visit and everything just felt wrong and i went to najeen and we sat on the floor with my head in her lap and she just stroked my hair and hummed a hymn. (and she asked me what was wrong and i said i didn't know and then awhile later we heard his voice and i said 'that's what's wrong,' and she said, 'i thought so,' and we kept sitting there til someone needed her for something else.)
posted by melilotnfosco | 7:20 PM
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It's OK to cry once in a while! (But I am sorry you're a wreck)
be a crierhead - a good cry always makes me feel better (and it's ok. i teared up when you called me saturday, but sunday i all-out bawled)
thank you
I think God made tears so we could cry our eyes out when we need to. By the way, who was Najeen? And what is a bjg?
oh and who is Naoki Wright? Spring school or an alias?
And I really think that God is going to do something crazy with this whole horrible situation. He'll figure it out and He's going to use you and change and mould you in the process!
erma and i learned in science this year that crying tears are chemically different from "i have something in my eye" tears. the chemicals naturally produced in crying tears are the same as the ones used in antidepressants.
apparently GOD knew what He was doing.
bfg - big friendly giant (it's a children's book) - he's a guy from college
and i think naoki is nathan
and najeen was in my first room in sweden
"apparently GOD knew what He was doing." - imagine that
that's very interesting, hobbitsister! and I like how you wrote "mould," kimberly (it looks so british:)
I remember Nathan - he was wonderful! First room- makes sense. That's who I was thinking but I wasn't possitive. Funny how our memories hold onto some things. And yeah, I've heard that crying releases the stress hormone so that's why you feel better afterwards- at least it works with kids- you let them have a good cry and while not as good as a sleep, it definitely helps them manage things better than if there hadn't been any crying.
And we use a lot of "u"s up here! I usually spell things the American way for you guys, but I could change that if you like!
M gave me a "crying for no reason" coupon. You can have it if you need it. You're in my prayers.
thank you all.
oh, and today i this morning i got another reason for why i was such a wreck yesterday. but on the bright side, i'm not dying of painful cramps this time.
maybe we should just keep passing that coupon around, busy
How are things going now?
Maybe I should just make everyone their own coupon...I'm guessing we could all use one now and again. Still praying for you mel!
things are better
i'm still praying, though!
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