thinking i'll stay single

i couldn't wake up this morning because in my dream last night the man i loved was dying and as i started to wake up i fought it because i knew that if i did, he would die, and i'd never see him again. the whole dream was detailed and heartbreaking, and i wish i could have stayed asleep. all day i've felt a bit of emptiness, as now he's gone. 

i need to not fall in love with someone who will die first.