interview tomorrow
i have an interview tomorrow at 1:00 (fun to get there in this weather). i don't know that it's anything i want, but i have to take the interviews when they come, i think. it's for administrative asst/medical records technician at a place in st. paul, which is part of why i don't want it. i don't want the rush hour drive every day. also, the more i think about it, the more i really want schooling before diving into medical records again. i wasn't very sure of myself last time (probably because i was taken away from medical records, practically speaking, before i got it under my belt, so i was having to wing it, yet not being allowed to - i forgot everything). idunno. again a whatever interview. we'll see what comes of it i guess.
posted by melilotnfosco | 5:31 PM
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also i don't necessarily want it because once i get a job (any job) i'll be working for the next 40 years, and all i really want to do is go to england and wales, and a job will prevent me from doing that. not like i'm going to get there before school would start in the fall anyway, so it's a stupid reason, but i so hate the idea of getting trapped forever, having not used any of this time off to follow my dreams. i hate life.
See, you get me. Wanting to do something or be a certain way but being paralyzed to change or something. Or feeling that way anyway. I'll pray...
i liked it better when i got in there. so we'll see.
and thank you for praying.
why don't you follow your dreams then?
so easy to say
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