one thing i'm loving right now

when things aren't the best, when i'm feeling frustrated or single or whatever, it's not what it was before. there's not a feeling of those feelings overtaking me, not a feeling of drowning in quick sand, no feeling of hopelessness. that i'm not necessarily happy right now has me so thankful. it's showing GOD's grace in freeing me from the darkness. it's allowing me to see and feel joy, which i'd never felt before. it's such a totally different world. honestly i don't even know how to express it. again - i didn't know life could be like this. it's amazing. Praise GOD.