sorry, i can't think of a title for this one - heck, i don't even know if it makes sense
sometimes i stay on the computer longer than i want to. it's like i'm waiting for something, but i don't know what. i check my blog 14 times, check my email 8 times, and refresh my facebook page who knows how many times. i don't want to log off because i'm afraid i'll miss something. i'm not really expecting anything, i just feel like something isn't there yet that is supposed to be. i wonder if i'll ever find it. although, like rhett butler tells scarlett when after her nightmare she asks him if she'll ever dream that she's found whatever it is that's hidden in the mist, "dreams don't work that way." perhaps i never will find it.

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I do that too. But I never thought about it like that, that I'm waiting for something. I suppose I am but I don't know what either...
:)
I caught myself waiting for something just now! I wonder why we do this!
I do that, but you just made me feel depressed about it... I didn't think about it as me looking for something. Although, in my case, I know exactly what it is I'm looking for--adult communication :-D.
I get that feeling and spend my time that way, too! Only I thought it was an excuse to procrastinate...
i know what you mean, and i don't know why i do it, either. i think it's because we're all being sucked into the vortex.
probably
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