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Thursday, April 15, 2010

from "Surprised by Joy," by C.S. Lewis

"I had become fond of Longfellow's Saga of King Olaf : fond of it in a casual, shallow way for its story and its vigorous rhythms. But then, and quite different from such pleasures, and like a voice from far more distant regions, there came a moment when I idly turned the pages of the book and found the unrhymed translation of Tegner's Drapa and read

I heard a voice that cried,
Balder, the beautiful
Is dead, is dead----

I knew nothing about Balder; but instantly I was uplifted into huge regions of northern sky, I desired with almost sickening intensity something never to be described (except that it is cold, spacious, severe, pale, and remote) and then...found myself at the very same moment already falling out of that desire and wishing I were back in it."

I understand him. It's a shame I'm discovering an interest in old sagas so late in life. Who knows if I could have come up with something to do with it when I was in college? Or if I could have learned an old language back when I had the energy to learn one? Alas - what might have been.

18 Comments:

Blogger hobbitsister said...

i don't think 29 can be considered 'so late in life'. who's to say you can't do something now?

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 7:05:00 AM CDT  
Blogger chelleybutton said...

i like that you just said "alas" :)

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 12:40:00 PM CDT  
Blogger chelleybutton said...

Oh, to be 29 again! ;)

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 12:40:00 PM CDT  
Blogger chelleybutton said...

sagas is a palindrome -- just thought you might want to know... also, why isn't the word for a palindrome a palindrome itself? that would be better, imo :)

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 12:43:00 PM CDT  
Blogger Kimberly said...

I had no idea that I was old.
Shooooot!
Here I was still thinking I could do things with my life!
Well I guess I'll just go sit on the couch and stare off into nothingness...

:)

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 2:06:00 PM CDT  
Blogger Kimberly said...

I mean, first I don't exist as anything more than "Mrs." and now I'm too old to be of any use.

It's been quite the month! :)

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 2:07:00 PM CDT  
Blogger melilotnfosco said...

it is too late. perhaps to switch jobs it isn't (hopefully someday i'll get out) - perhaps i could be a receptionist. but to actually do something with my life, yeah, not gonna happen. a decision i make to go to school is a decision to be without an income for 2-4 years, which doesn't work in your 30s. so nothing jobs it is.

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 3:33:00 PM CDT  
Blogger melilotnfosco said...

but i've accepted that, so don't try to talk me into there being hope. that will just depress me as it will remind me of the reasons why my life is stuck where it is. once you've resigned yourself to something, it's much easier to deal with. better to shut down than be depressed.

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 3:36:00 PM CDT  
Blogger melilotnfosco said...

and i'm saying that as a statement of fact, not in a moany way.

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 3:36:00 PM CDT  
Blogger melilotnfosco said...

oh, and kimberly, lest you be too depressed by being a mrs. - the proper way to say both your husband's and your name is kimberly and joshua muehling. you get to be first there. :)

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 3:38:00 PM CDT  
Blogger melilotnfosco said...

and chelleybutton, palindrome is just one of those words that we'll never understand. why is 'stutter' a very stutterable word? why does 'lisp' have an 's'? why is 'phonetics' not spelled phonetically? we'll never know.

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 3:40:00 PM CDT  
Blogger melilotnfosco said...

yes i did just comment on my own post 5 (now 6) times in a row. what of it?

Friday, April 16, 2010 at 3:41:00 PM CDT  
Blogger Kimberly said...

Fine, I won't say anything. But Sohpie Kinsella may just want to come and yell at you! :)

Monday, April 19, 2010 at 2:18:00 PM CDT  
Blogger chelleybutton said...

Sophie Kinsella?? (that reminds me, I have a book on hold at the library that just became available! i'll have to remember to get it tomorrow...)

Monday, April 19, 2010 at 9:29:00 PM CDT  
Blogger Kimberly said...

The Undomestic Goddess pg. 371
"I look along the endless line, squinting in the sunshine. I'm twenty-nine years old. I can go anywhere. Do anything. Be anyone I like."

Thanks Chelley for letting us know about that book. I LOVED it!

Monday, April 19, 2010 at 9:35:00 PM CDT  
Blogger melilotnfosco said...

yet i would have to remind ms. kinsella that her storyline, while fun, is a bit ludicrous

Monday, April 19, 2010 at 9:55:00 PM CDT  
Blogger hobbitsister said...

the only thing holding you back is you.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010 at 5:27:00 PM CDT  
Blogger melilotnfosco said...

cheeseball

Tuesday, April 20, 2010 at 7:24:00 PM CDT  

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