my boyfriend at the home

cornelius now eats upstairs so i hardly see him. (this just started yesterday. i was in a state all day.) it makes me very sad. karol said she's going to miss seeing his smile (best ever), and i told her she's going to miss seeing my smile, because he won't be there to make me smile, too.

after lunch today, i went upstairs to wash tables, and he was still sitting there. so i told him i miss him and then asked him how his sandwich was (he likes sandwiches, so he often gets those instead of the main meal). he said he didn't eat it because they took it away. so i asked him if he got to eat his peaches, and he said no. i then asked him if he wanted to try the roast pork tomorrow instead of a sandwich. he said, 'no, i better not.' so i told him i'd send him a sandwich, and that we would just have to train those aides in on how he likes things. he just kept shaking his head. i finished washing the tables, and as i left i said, 'see you tomorrow, cornelius!' to which he replied, 'you probably won't.' :((